If you've been a christian for a while, you might be currently experiencing or have experienced the same thing I did.
A couple of years ago when I was reading Romans 8, verse 11 jumped out at me.
"If the Spirit of him who raised Jesus from the dead dwells in you, he who raised Christ Jesus from the dead will also give life to your mortal bodies through his Spirit who dwells in you."
After realizing the presence and the power of the Holy Spirit who dwells in me, I've been relying on him in my prayers and in daily tasks. No matter how mundane it may seem.
I also decided to read the bible as if I never read it before. Strictly relying the Holy Spirit to reveal things to me and give me understanding.
I began in the New Testament, and it was life changing. Right from the beginning in Matthew. The Spirit helped me see things in passages that I've never seen before. I kept thinking, "How did I not see this before?" I relied on my basic knowledge, what I thought the passage was about and relied too much on what I learned in the past from sermons or Sunday school.
Here are some lessons that I've learned through this realization.
-If you are a believer, a follower and a disciple of Jesus, the Holy Spirit dwells in us. It's the same Spirit that raised Jesus from the dead. That is a powerful Sprit so rely on it, even when you're reading the bible. The Spirit will reveal to you truths.
-Read and study the bible yourself. The Holy Sprit will teach you.
-A bible study teacher, pastors, or any preacher I listen(ed) to is not the Holy Spirit.
-Avoid the temptation to have lofty views of pastors or teachers who teach well. Their teachings can be helpful but I can't just take their word for it. The same Spirit dwells in each of us and is able to communicate to us and teach us directly. Not just through teachers and pastors. So don't blindly trust them. Avoid them elevating them, putting them on a pedestal and idolizing them.
-Because of Jesus' sacrifice, we're a royal priesthood(1 Peter 2:9), we all have direct access to God, and the Holy Spirit dwells in us(Romans 8:11). These truths gets me excited and motivated see what the powerful Holy Spirit will reveal and show me from the Bible.
-I need to study God's words, wrestle with God's words, read, pray, ponder and meditate on His words and allow the Spirit to reveal wonderful truths.